So, today was black and gold day at school. It was pretty awesome, I wore my black dress with a belt of goldribbon, my black tights, and (Finally!) my beautiful canary yellow with black heel pumps. We're going to sectionals (Woo Lady panthers!) and even though I'm not going to the game, I'm rooting for them.

Tonight I'm going to the movies with Corey and hopefully Sarah, otherwise it'll just be the two of us, and that would be awkward. Don't get me wrong, Corey is really cool, and I'm looking forward to seeing him; still, I think Michael won't exactly approve. 

Today, I began getting harrassed again. Yep, the German Bithc has decided that she has a vendetta against me, and her goal is to get me pissed off every day. Unfortunatly she started today when I was already pissed off, and for no reason whatsoever, so when I retaliated, she got the best of me.

I don't understand what her problem is with me. I've never once done anythign to her, and trust me, I can accept responsibility when it's due. Had I mortally offended her, made fun of her, accidently pushed her in the hall or stepped on her foot, anything, I would say that I had done it. But all I've done is defend myself against her, and all she does is gain ammunition.

Plus, since I said somethign back to her and then something later to Colton about it, the Walrus decides it's her freaking duty to talk about me aferwards, even though it had nothing to do with her. 

I'm sick of these morons at my school who seem to exist only to piss me off. I didn't do anything to them, but I'm a bitch. I've been with one guy, who I've dated 1 year and 7 months, and I'm a slut/whore. I didn't do it. I'm sick of false fucking accusations for no reason except pure jealousy.

Right now, everything seems to be piling on at once. My head is starting to get that hot behind the eyes, about to cry feeling, and nothing works. I can't do Algebra 2 at all, Fucktards rule my classes, and Ball State said no way.


Argh.

Sarah

So, lauralotbegan teaching me to knit yesterday, and so far I'm doing okay. Squeaky wants a scarf, and if she doesn't like it, she can knit herself a new one, because it's my first try, dammit! So far I've managed to add 8 stitches for a good 5 rows before noticing, drop more stitches than I can count, and give myself mild yarn-burn on my fingers. Yesterday my cousin asked if I was trying to make a washcloth. This is slightly humiliating, but oh well.

I've been over at the hogwartsishome sorting community, platform_934, but so far I remain unsorted. Not surprising, considering I applied yesterday, but overall I'm looking like a Gryffindor. To me, that's bizzare, since I've never identified with Gryffindor at all. But I guess...I must be a bit of a Gryff. Who knows?

Over break we're gonna have a Heroes day, where we catch my friend Colton up on Volume One, since he never saw it. Yay! Last day of school. I cannot wait to just sleep in tomorrow.

Love, 
Sarah

Current Location: Ms. Morgan's Class
Current Music: Jack Johnson + Sitting, Waiting, Wishing